Meski sendu dan berteman perih
Tapi ini rindu, yang berpijar lirih
This is not the first time i see tears.. or disappointment or be disappointed by people.
This is not the first time i feel ‘something’ broken with the “crack” sound inside my thoracic cavity. Well, maybe the sounds actually just inside my skull..
But, see you with that glaze, that face, that night. Make me get the whole picture of it. Make me feel how big it is. And how painfull it was actually.
And, see your back every morning, when you leave me with the same smile, same warmth. Make me know how strong your heart. And how precious you are.
As my best friend
As my leader through ‘this’ path
As my soulmate, my spouse…
Thank you for being strong, keep standing and holding my hand.
Jazaakallaahu khaayr zawjiy.. Uhibbuka fillaah..